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Monday, November 29th, 2004
10:33 pm	life is so good.. Current Mood: excited (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, September 17th, 2004
12:19 pm	When something is so right... you cannot ignore it. Current Mood: loved (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
1:02 pm	hmm.. so much updating Ok.. So today Sarah and I decided that we are new people. We're cutting the shady people out of our lives (well.. maybe not cutting them out, but lessening the values we hold of them). Detones tickets were got for Mike and I. Don't know if we're going together, but I assumed. Thanks for the CD.. I now can't stop listening to it. I may go pick up a few of their other albums as well. umm.. School is hitting me hard so far and we're only in the third week. So far I've written a 7 page paper, read a million chapters of absolute crap, and wrote half of a research paper and formed tables and graphs. FUN. Dave's wedding is coming up. Margie's wedding is coming up. One week from tomorrow is Dave's wedding. It is going to be so fun. Bachelorette party on the 1st. I better not get stripper balls in my face. October is a busy month. 2 weddings, 1 bachelorette party, 1 rehearsal dinner, 1 brunch, 1 Martina's birthday. Keeping busy is probably a good thing for the new and improved me. Gives me less time to look at all the numbers in my cell phone of people that I shouldn't be calling! I'm now turning off the phone for hours at a time. I've definately become too dependent on it. This is my way of easing off of it. SO. if I ever have it off that is why. The apartment is going well. The boys are lots of fun to live with and one even cooks delicious food. They leave on the weekends, which sucks, but I guess I usually work the weekends anyways so it doesn't really matter. Been having awesome dreams lately and actually remembering them. Last night, everyone that I care about made an appearance in my dreams. Was very cool. I was sitting in a chair, everyone that I care about walked up one by one, said something, then walked away and the next came in. The things that people said were random, however fit their personality, or something about our relationship. For now, I am done. Love ya'll Current Mood: jubilant Current Music: Lucero- slow dance (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 1st, 2004
1:24 pm	I'm still alive. (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 7th, 2004
12:20 pm	moving day.. yay! Well, as you can see from my title I've been moving shit all day... from a third story apartment to Sarah's 2nd floor place. Thank god she's letting me keep my stuff there. I have a week between leases so I'm homeless. Sarah said she wouldn't mind company. I'm gonna stay with her and some other folks from work. Should be a fun week. I'm not gonna have the internet for a few weeks probably. I'm gonna go through withdrawal or something. It happens. Soooo.. I've really got nothin else right now. If you miss me, feel free to call me. I know that would make me feel good. ;) Next time you hear from me, I will be living with 3 new people in a different apartment and umm.. that's it... Mom is still going a little nuts over Dave's wedding. Their shower was really fun. Let's have a drunk wedding party try to open gifts! It was a good time though. I bonded with the new mother-in-law. Was cool. I got some new CD's and now can't remember the names of the bands. THey are 2 good ones too. Ok, for real, I'm outta here. See you in a few weeks. (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 15th, 2004
12:50 am	we were meant to live for so much more.. SO.. last time I updated was awhile ago. Lots has happened since then. I have been going out a lot since I've turned 21. That't not really helping on the saving money thing, but it should be ok. I'm sure I'll get sick of it soon. My boss took Sarah and I to Jimmy Buffet. To sum that up, there was making out, boobs, drunkness, free beer, free coach busride, boss was nuts, and Sarah was puking, all over. The DeKalb bars are pretty fun. I got a new cell phone. It's pretty facy. It takes pictures so that when someone calls, their picture can come up. I can make videos on it. Things can get really dirty ;). If anyone needs my new number, ask. Also, I move out on the 9th and my homelessness starts. My lisence is STILL suspended. I'm about to make some heads roll really soon here. I'm starting to go nuts. Martina came up last night for a date. Had a great time. A lot of applebees was eaten and we did some much NOT needed shopping. My classes are going pretty well. I have only 2 more classes of relaxation. No more sleeping in class for me. oh.. in that class we had to get in partners and do massages and I gave some kid a hard on with my massage. It was quite embarrassing and I was trying to ignore it. I wanted to cry of embarrassment and laughter. I may be 21, but I'm still 14 when it comes to that. hmm.. Stewart isn't peeing blood anymore. That is good. I was getting worried about my little man. hmm.. Until next time.. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 6th, 2004
10:16 am	say it.. I'm very frustrated with every aspect of life right now. If anyone wants 2 tickets to warped, let me know. I will sell you them very cheap. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 30th, 2004
1:24 pm	your love is all I dream about... Ahh.. so it's been a little bit of a ride as of late. Back in the day when I was under 21 (a week ago) there was this law that applied to the young folks that you cannot get more than 1 ticket in 24 months else you're screwed. Screwed means your lisence gets suspended for 3 months. Soooo... I tried to call and get a restricted permit and that takes about a month or so to obtain. So.. I got a lawyer to go and vacate the ticket. That went well, so now I only have 3 months of court supervision. However, I have to wait for a letter that says my lisence is valid and that takes "around 3 weeks". So, hopefully sooner than that. There isn't the best public transportation out here. I couldn't get to my work and back even if I wanted to on a bus. So yes, Sarah is being my bus for the next three weeks. I'm thinking of a way to repay her (not sexually). hehe.. Turned 21. That was grand. I didn't get sick which is what I was going for. I drank enough to be really drunk, however I don't think that I was. No biggie. I had a lot of fun. Sarah's birthday was great as well. "Man, I feel like a woman" was screamed into the mic by her and Nikki. Justin and his roommate sung "Thank God I'm a country boy" and I think mine and Amanda's voices were horse from cheering for them. Things are going fairly well. Stewart is doing ok. His kidney stones are supposed to be getting smaller with this food he's been eating. The boy department.. well. ha.. it's non existent. I think I'm finally ok with it. Just doing what I do best. =) (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 19th, 2004
9:02 pm	YAY I'm gonna stick to the good things and not the bad.. New ink. New Sigur Ros CD (not new, but new to me) and umm... birthday on monday. Current Mood: Good and bad Current Music: Sigur Ros (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 15th, 2004
9:42 am	hey you, big star.. Whoever invented the relaxation class is a genius. The class was an hour and 40 min long and for about an hour of it we slept. Also, if you DON'T wear pajamas, you can't come in the class and you get an absence! This is a beautiful thing. Now I have an excuse to be a bum. "I'm practicing my relaxation techniques." Tomorrow I get my hair cut. Not really cut since I am growing it out, but a little trim. She's gettin' long. To my shoulders now. Um. That is all for now. Much love to ya. Current Mood: awake Current Music: deftones (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 13th, 2004
11:30 pm	today... I got a really sweet text message today. It made my day that much better. Thanks- you know who you are. I really care about you and I hope you know that. You make me smile as well. Today was a really awesome day. We sat through martina's graduation ceremony and it was grueling. I'm so glad we went though. It was a lot of fun. Then we hung out with everyone. She had a grad party and BBQ at her house. It was like the old days. Everyone was there. My parents came which was cool. I love them and miss them along with all of my friends. DeKalb is a little depressing sometimes, even though I love it. Stewart has kidney stones. How a cat gets kidney stones is beyond me. tomorrow my dad is taking him in to get air blown into his umm... his umm... pee-pee... to see if that will help pass them I guess. Poor kitty. Right now.. I think I'm going to turn off interpol and listen to some mix tapes. School starts tomorrow. SO FUN! ha.. I better not have to buy a book for my relaxation class. Until later... Current Mood: pleased Current Music: Interpol (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 8th, 2004
7:33 pm	I get bored.. Ah. The past couple of days have been grand. Beth's grad party was very fun. Mar's is coming up this weekend. Yesterday one of those magazine guys came to my house and bamboozled me into buying Maxim.. WHAT? YEah.. I don't know. One second we were talking, and the next I was writing him a check. I'm a sucker. However, now I'm recieving Maxim for 2 years and it was only $28.00. Ah well. Justin came over the other night. We talked about a lot of things that have gone on and I'm really glad for that. I had a really great time just hanging out with him. Miss that a lot and it was his birthday! 9 more days until I get inked! I'm REALLY excited about it. After my birthday, I'm gonna buy some CDs... any suggestions? It's about a zillion degrees in here. I turned my air on, but then turned it off because I'd rather sweat than pay the bill. So I am going to go lay in front of the fan! Current Mood: hot Current Music: deftones- adrenaline (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, June 4th, 2004
3:23 pm	real quick... So.. I heard some great news that The cure, mogwai, and possibly muse and thursday are coming in August... I think there was another band too that I'm going to be mad at myself later for forgetting. It is the 12th which is during my 9 days of homelessness. I'm a little scared about that. I know that I can stay with people, but I hate invading other people's spaces, ya know? Umm.. Things are going ok. Working a ton lately. Internship is going well. Today is payday. WOOTWOOT. Tomorrow is Beth's graduation party that Roy and I didn't even get real invitations to, so we invited eachother. HA.. It should be a grand time. And it's my first day off in a long long long time. I'm excited for that. Can't wait to see everyone hmm.. what else, I have 2 more minutes then i have to go to work. School starts in 2 weeks. It should be fun. I enjoy being kinda busy over the summer, which I will be. I also enjoy sleeping over the summer which I am trying to do a lot of as well. Same with swimming and getting in shape for myself (and for Dave's wedding). I'm growing a mullet. Not so hot. I can't for the life of me get an appointment. my hair is so long now; laying on my shoulders. Good stuff. I like it short, I like it long. I should get a mullet, the Shlong (short + long) if you will. K.. Now it is time for work. Hope all is well and if anyone wants to go to the show that was mentioned above with me, let me know. =) Current Mood: content (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 29th, 2004
3:57 pm	the yep-nope I'm in all sorts of fabulous moods right now. Tom is in California, text messaging fun messages like "Hey.. I'm at the beach, what are YOU doing?" and things of the sort. It's really funny. Started running with Sarah last week. Crazy how different running is on a treadmill versus on the outside ground. Tough stuff, but fun. Internship is gonna be good. Gas out it Rockford is ten cents cheaper. I'm only going to do it one day a week for now. My raise at my paying job kicks in next week. That should be fun. I really need to focus on saving (besides the $300+ for Ronin on the 18th). Made smoothies last night in my smoothie maker. THey were delicious except the fruit wasn't quite frozen so they could've been a little colder. Might try it again tonight since I have fruit hangin out in my freezer. OH.. and I just tied a knot in a cherry stem? That means something, right? Ah.. I don't know. Talked to Justin Walker a few times. Miss the friendship that we can't have, but you win some, you lose some. His birthday is coming up, June 5th, if I remember correctly. For now, it's time to go shower for work so that I am not late. bye! Hope all is well with whoever chooses to read this. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: 3EB (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 23rd, 2004
11:16 pm	;) I'm happy! Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
4:18 am	yet another... So much stuff going on. Curran... what are you thinking?! Sometimes things you say drive me nuts(I just read yours.. and I have no way of calling you..). I am confused on feelings as well. Saw Beth, Martina, Amanda, Trevor, and Tony Toni Tone tonight. We did nothing, but it was super fun. I almost cry when I think too much about how I miss that. I just want everything to work out the way it is in my mind. Not sure if it is going to. I hate not knowing. School starts in 3 weeks. My birfday is in 4 weeks. Mark your calendars folks. Still been working out, and ablounging. I'm gonna have sexy abs in no time. You all wait and see. Enough of that. Internship is moving along, as is T and J. Got a fitty cent raise. Hopwfully internship lady will at least give me gas money. OK... well, it's almost 4:30am. Im gonna go sleep with Stewie (my kittie) and dream about the perfect life. Current Mood: restless (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, May 7th, 2004
4:34 pm	woops Woops, another thing I'm looking forward to is Warped Tour with Curran. ;) Forgot about that... but then I remembered. hehe.. (Comment on this)
4:27 pm	Quick... Quick little update since it's been 7 years. Beth turned 22!! woohoo for that. School is over until June 14th! Then I'm going to be taking a research methods course, and relaxation.. AHH... Relaxed. Went to Curran's last night. Hung out at the laundrymat while he did a load of laundry... aww..how romantic. Also met his friend Susan. She had the most hilarious laugh ever. I loved it. She seemed really cool. I'd like to hang with her more. Things are going well. My birthday is in 45 days, but who's counting. A few things coming up that I'm looking forward to: Empty DeKalb (which is almost already here), new tattoo, Beth's Grad party, Martina's graduation, my internship getting into full swing, and many other things. Smile. Current Mood: excited (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 25th, 2004
11:31 am	Lots to say.. little time to say it... There has been SO much going on. I got the internship in Rockford. Woohoo for working for the crazies. Been hangin out with Curran. Laid back, fun to look at, sweet. Very fun. I have much excitement for that. Right now, my mom is waiting for me in the car so that she can go purchase the bridesmaid dress for me for my bro's wedding, since I am damn near broke. Stewart is still awesome. He followed me when I got home at 5:30am. Slept next to me. I weighed myself here. I'm well on my way. Granted, it was morning, I was completely naked and the scale is probably wrong, but I liked the results. Hehe. Ok.. Like I said, my mom is waiting. I will talk to you all later. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 8th, 2004
4:17 pm	8days... It's been 8 days since I've updated... what has happened in those 8 days?? YMCA, classes, rest and relaxation, Audition (weirdo Japanese flick), work, papers, walking around campus, crossing fingers for open class this summer (monday 4pm registration), internship.. umm.. that is all I wish to write about. Current Mood: bouncy (2 Comments |Comment on this)